sorry ppl.
didnt blog for days.
part of it was bcos i didnt wan to blog.
part of it was bcos the internet server was not working.
well.these past days sucked.
practically.

i cant upload the pics for my trip to hua lian.
cause the pics are in my dad's laptop.and he's not back yet.
he told me tt he would be bac after the 10th of january.
which means.i cant upload anything as yet.



well.co sucks the most.
everyday mr chew comes.and all he does is scold us.nag us.saying mean things about us.
he doesnt care about wad ppl will think.plus.we are not tt old to think like him.
he say tt he say those mean things to us is bcos he wan us to work harder.
and all he nags is about those who nv come.den why shud those who came be hearing all those crap?if they wan all of us to come.den why not jux call them up and ask them why they nv go for co?why must he nagging to US.wen its not US whose not there.
and he is reprimanding almost every group.mainly the woodwind group barhhs.
all he does everyday is call us to blow to the correct pitch or wadever shit.


during thursday's practice.he scolded me bcos i didnt get to blow on time.
SO?
i mean.i will change rite?den he ask me to blow.again.and again i didnt get in on time.den he started to scold me.say tt we dizi's are the worst in the group.i was like so damn mad.screw him.
dun nid like tt humiliate me in front of so many ppl rite?so i was like.keep quiet for the rest of the time.

he keeps boasting tt eh got so many skl's waiting for him to go teach them.and he was thinking tt he shud not have come to beatty to teach us.he says tt we are the worst of the skl's he teach.does he have to be so hurtful?he keeps saying tt other skl's are so gd.tt we are not being able to be compared wif them.saying we are so bad and all those shit.*ahhhhhhhhhhh*

den after tt.at night.wen bac to skl again.cause got to go for maris stella co concert.
wen ther.the concert was nice.espeacially the drums.i LOVE them.except the part of mr chew.
he says tt maris stella is aso one of the worse skl's.but better den us.he says tt within a few months.they managed to practice so many songs.SO?wads the big deal?dun nid boast to us rite?
he told us tt.dun nid to be jealous.if we work hard aso can have concert.he tells us tt maris stella is not gd.den why can they have a concert?the words he say are bullshit.not gd still can have concert.yeah rite.


they have got alot of solos.nice.but the drums are still the best.
during the concert.me and ziyun was like keep looking at the performers.LOL.
actually can sit in front de lorhhs.duno who call us to sit behind.say tt sound travels to the behind.as if.

after the concert.mr chew called esmond.and asked wad we felt.esmond told him tt we felt guilty.zzz.we didnt even say tt.
after tt the bus took us bac to skl at around 10 plus.and me and ziyun wen home by taking bus.



the next day.mr chew came and speaks to us for 1 whole hour.all those things about us working harder and about attendance.after around an hour.he told us to practice.wen leng said tt he already spoke more den an hour.LOl.
aniwae.we practiced.and mr chew didnt scold us for the first time in practice.and all of us is in a good mood.yeahhs.felt better after tt.

wen home.and rot.did the rest of the holiday homework.cant even go out.
night wen wif mum to turf city.cause she wan to buy something.and ask me go wif her cause i can take things for her.zzz.reach ther.i ask her buy cocktail for me.LOl.reached home at around 10 plus barhhs.excercised and had a midnight talk wif yuhui.after tt bathe and wen to slp.

phew.finally blogged finish.my hands are aching.lol.

P.S . this is a very random post.as u can c.all the things are typed in diff. places.so u may find it hard to read.sorry.my bad.in a sucky mood now.




i hate my life right now.
this freaking minute.
every thing's wrong.
why is this happening to me?
screw it.